Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Give me back my Dependance!
Why am I faced with such difficult decisions every few months?!!
... I manage to avoid it, or rather things settle down nicely with everything falling in place ... then BANG, it comes back in a different form.
Now I'm being offered 2 different positions. Things I've been interested in! Wrong timings, wrong environments ... anyway tough decisions to make and diplomatic rejections to draft in very short times!!
Argggg.... an independant life is sometimes hard!!!
Why can't they offer me a job as a photographer in a northern Sudan, in the middle east, along the Mekong, in Zimbabwe? For that I would straight away give up anything right now, go head into it without having to headache of making difficult decisions!
Am I being a coward in facing the realities of my life? Hmmmm ...
... I manage to avoid it, or rather things settle down nicely with everything falling in place ... then BANG, it comes back in a different form.
Now I'm being offered 2 different positions. Things I've been interested in! Wrong timings, wrong environments ... anyway tough decisions to make and diplomatic rejections to draft in very short times!!
Argggg.... an independant life is sometimes hard!!!
Why can't they offer me a job as a photographer in a northern Sudan, in the middle east, along the Mekong, in Zimbabwe? For that I would straight away give up anything right now, go head into it without having to headache of making difficult decisions!
Am I being a coward in facing the realities of my life? Hmmmm ...
Monday, July 10, 2006
Lifestyle
Been in a dilema between going to get my motorbike licence vs getting a saxophone ...
Then came the unexpected. Fell in love with this nice big semi acoustic bass standing in the shop window in the basement in town!!
Being a sax player would be cool but holding this bass on stage looks more realistic (and HANSOME ^_^) in this near future and kept me awake for a few days ... Should I? Hmmmmm ... Should I once again make an exception to that savings plan I've been trying to put in place (for the past 3 years!)?
Lately been trying to go back to a healthier lifestyle. Some times back (reflected at the beginning of this blog) I used to make a lot of sacrifices to ride my bike ... now the lazy side seems to be dominant. I'm slowly going back through all the joyful moments to try to get back to that lifestyle. It really helps to think that I've done it before, so it definetly spot on to now use the term LAZY!!
Anyway, right now I'm having the Million dollar look. Or almost there.
If I were on the Survivor show in the final stages, almost about to win that million dollar, I would have had that same messy unshaven and long hair look!
Oh and one thing that I will sure do some day: Bring my girlfriend to see Kitaro concert ... I've had the priviledge of seeing one of his concerts (thanx for the National Lib DVD rentals!). It's really an experience to live ...
Then came the unexpected. Fell in love with this nice big semi acoustic bass standing in the shop window in the basement in town!!
Being a sax player would be cool but holding this bass on stage looks more realistic (and HANSOME ^_^) in this near future and kept me awake for a few days ... Should I? Hmmmmm ... Should I once again make an exception to that savings plan I've been trying to put in place (for the past 3 years!)?
Lately been trying to go back to a healthier lifestyle. Some times back (reflected at the beginning of this blog) I used to make a lot of sacrifices to ride my bike ... now the lazy side seems to be dominant. I'm slowly going back through all the joyful moments to try to get back to that lifestyle. It really helps to think that I've done it before, so it definetly spot on to now use the term LAZY!!
Anyway, right now I'm having the Million dollar look. Or almost there.
If I were on the Survivor show in the final stages, almost about to win that million dollar, I would have had that same messy unshaven and long hair look!
Oh and one thing that I will sure do some day: Bring my girlfriend to see Kitaro concert ... I've had the priviledge of seeing one of his concerts (thanx for the National Lib DVD rentals!). It's really an experience to live ...
Monday, June 26, 2006
Lapar!
Ya I'm Hungry. Starving again ...
I've satisfied my hunger for travelling, doing research ...
No wait, I'm still hungry for these ... It might be safer to say that I'm in control of these hunger now.
Now what's ticking my brain cells everyday is the desire to play the Saxophone.
It's something that I've always said I want to be able to do some day ... so it's time to get down to doing it. Why not? Hmmmm ...
Just talking about it won't make it happen, so now I'm getting a bit more serious. The instrument is really expensive, so while waiting to find a cheap one second hand, I'm starting the dry theory work. Checked out a few books. Hmmmm, it confirmed my suspision. It's an amazing instrument!
I'm also currently undertaking another challenge.
Anouncing it to everyone is a good thing to make sure I really get down to doing it!
I'm growing my hair!
I need help and advise about the basics of having hair and taking care of it!
Life is cool
I've satisfied my hunger for travelling, doing research ...
No wait, I'm still hungry for these ... It might be safer to say that I'm in control of these hunger now.
Now what's ticking my brain cells everyday is the desire to play the Saxophone.
It's something that I've always said I want to be able to do some day ... so it's time to get down to doing it. Why not? Hmmmm ...
Just talking about it won't make it happen, so now I'm getting a bit more serious. The instrument is really expensive, so while waiting to find a cheap one second hand, I'm starting the dry theory work. Checked out a few books. Hmmmm, it confirmed my suspision. It's an amazing instrument!
I'm also currently undertaking another challenge.
Anouncing it to everyone is a good thing to make sure I really get down to doing it!
I'm growing my hair!
I need help and advise about the basics of having hair and taking care of it!
Life is cool












